the one very big positive is that life doesn’t have to stop after you die ;   there’s a way to live with this. i know it sounds bad, but you’re A L I V E. you’re still you.

independent   ,   selective   roleplay   blog   for   caroline forbes from the vampire diaries .   adored   by   charlotte .  mun  is  30+  &  responds  to  she / her  pronouns  .  this blog does actively write within and out of the tvd universe follows canon and is slightly divergent  .  also is settled within several different universes / parallels / aus

practicing :  baby vampire  ,  being the bright light ,  the martyr that is always supposed to do the right thing,  sassy af   ,   the mother  ,  the cheerleader  ,  optimism incarnate  ,  a life outside of mystic falls  , self control queen    &  many more. 

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back from vacation ayeeeeee

will probably be editing and reposting my pinned post over the next few days.

ohisms:

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑳𝒀 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑬 .    (   angst - oriented  sentence  starters .   dark  &  potentially triggering  themes  are  present .   )  

❛  no …   no ,   why  would  you  do  that ?  ❜
❛  fight  back .   fight  back !  ❜
❛  when  were  you  going  to  tell  me ?  ❜
❛  don’t  fucking  touch  me .  ❜
❛  you  promised .   you  fucking  promised .  ❜
❛  i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜
❛  run .   run  &  don’t  stop .  ❜
❛  you’re  a  fucking  stereotype .  ❜
❛  please  don’t  go …   please  don’t  go .  ❜
❛  i’m  putting  you  out  of  your  misery .  ❜
❛  what  makes  you  think  i’d  listen  to  a  word  you  say ?  ❜
❛  this  is  what  you  think  love  is ??  ❜
❛  i  never  should’ve  trusted  you .  ❜
❛  i  love  you .   is  that  what  you  wanted  to  hear ?  ❜
❛  you’re  so  fucking  pathetic .  ❜
❛  nobody  can  help  me .  not  even  you .  ❜
❛  don’t  act  like  you  know  me .  ❜
❛  i’ve  got  my  own  shit  to  deal  with .  ❜
❛  i’m  saying  my  goodbyes .  ❜
❛  please  don’t  go .  ❜
❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜
❛  i  loved  you ,  you  know ?  ❜
❛  talk  to  me .  ❜
❛  what ,   was  i  just  a  charity  case ??  ❜
❛  i  feel  so  fucking  stupid .  ❜
❛  i  want  to  be  alone .  ❜
❛  that’s  low ,   even  for  you .  ❜
❛  say  that  again ,   i  fucking  dare  you .  ❜
❛  i  can’t …  i  can’t  feel  my  -  ❜
❛  i’m  so  fucking  tired ,   i  just …   i  can’t .  ❜
❛  we’ve  missed  so  much .  ❜
❛  what ,   you’re  gonna  shoot  me ?  ❜
❛  you’re  nothing .  ❜
❛  stop  looking  at  me  like  that .   like  i’m  broken .  ❜
❛  you’ve  lost  a  lot  of  blood .  ❜
❛  don’t  shut  me  out .  ❜
❛  it’s  not  real .   it’s  not  real .  ❜
❛  you’re  just  saying  what  i  want  to  hear .  ❜
❛  i  swear ,   i’ll  kill you .  ❜
❛  stop …   just  stop  fucking  lying .   stop .  ❜
❛  just  tell  me  what  you  did .  ❜
❛  i  already  know  what  you  did ,   i  just  want  to  hear  it  from  you .  ❜
❛  i  needed  you  to  be  different .  ❜
❛  how  long  has  it  been  since  you’ve  eaten ?  ❜
❛  put  the  [ gun / knife ]  down .  ❜
❛  what  do  you  want  from  me ?  ❜
❛  we’ve  lost  so  much  time .  ❜
❛  i  really  fucking  hate  you ,   sometimes .  ❜
❛  i  can’t  …   i  can’t ,   i  can’t  do  this  today .  ❜
❛  you  know ,   i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜
❛  i  shouldn’t  have  to  beg  you  to  love  me .  ❜
❛  i  don’t  owe  you  shit .  ❜
❛  don’t  say  it ,   don’t  fucking  say  it .  ❜
❛  it  sounds  like  you’ve  been  crying …  ❜

ohisms:

𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐀

;   𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 .    (   a  series  of  kiss  prompts .   some  nsfw  material  present .   )

❛  01 .   a  kiss  to  say  hello .
❛  02 .   a  kiss  for  the  first  time .
❛  03 .   a  kiss  after  a  long  time  apart .
❛  04 .   a  kiss  to  apologize .
❛  05 .   a  kiss  to  forgive .
❛  06 .   a  kiss  during  a  fight .
❛  07 .   a  kiss  to  say  what  you  can’t  say  aloud .
❛  08 .   a  kiss  in  secret  /  a  forbidden  kiss .
❛  09 .   a  kiss  to  prove  a  point .
❛  10 .   a  kiss  against  a  wall .
❛  11 .   a  kiss  on  a  rooftop .
❛  12 .   a  kiss  that  seals  a  marriage .
❛  13 .   a  kiss  before  one  goes  away .
❛  14 .   a  kiss  in  the  shower .
❛  15 .   a  kiss  that  comes  out  of  nowhere .
❛  16 .   a  kiss  first  thing  in  the  morning .
❛  17 .   a  kiss  last  thing  at  night .
❛  18 .   a  kiss  during  combat .
❛  19 .   a  kiss  during  a  fake  relationship .
❛  20 .   a  kiss  out  of  desperation .
❛  21 .   a  kiss  on  the  cheek .
❛  22 .   a  kiss  on  the  forehead .
❛  23 .   a  kiss  on  the  back  of  the  hand .
❛  24 .   a  kiss  on  the  neck .
❛  25 .   a  kiss  on  the  fingertips .
❛  26 .   a  kiss  on  the  stomach .
❛  27 .   a  kiss  to  end  the  sexual  tension .
❛  28 .   a  kiss  over  a  scar .
❛  29 .   a  kiss  over  a  wound .
❛  30 .   a  kiss  to  say  goodbye .

nightprompts:

&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

• ❛ i didn’t know where else to go. ❜
  
• ❛ i’ll never be that me again. ❜
• ❛ you can still be good. ❜
  
• ❛ i thought you’d be here. ❜
  
• ❛ don’t act like you know me. ❜
  
• ❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜
  
• ❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜
  
• ❛ i was scared. i thought you had lost your way. ❜
  
• ❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜
  
• ❛ you deserve better than me. ❜
  
• ❛ don’t make me do this. ❜
• ❛ i’m not who you think i am. ❜
• ❛ you don’t mean that. ❜
  
• ❛ please just hold me. ❜
  
• ❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜
• ❛ and why should i care? ❜
  
• ❛ you look awful. ❜
  
• ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜
  
• ❛ don’t let me lose you too. ❜
  
• ❛ for what it’s worth, i really am sorry. ❜
  
• ❛ it’s not your fault. ❜
  
• ❛ i don’t know who i am anymore. ❜
  
• ❛ is this the part where you kick me out? ❜
  
• ❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜
  
• ❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜
  
• ❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜
  
• ❛ it was a nightmare, that’s all. ❜
  
• ❛ it’s just a scratch, don’t worry. ❜
  
• ❛ you know me better than i know myself. ❜
  
• ❛ don’t go where i can’t follow. ❜
  
• ❛ you’re better off without me. ❜
  
• ❛ we all die alone. ❜
• ❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜
  
• ❛ i hate what i’ve become. ❜
  
• ❛ i’m not going anywhere. ❜
  
• ❛ is there anything i can do to help? ❜
  
• ❛ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❜
  
• ❛ who did this to you? ❜
• ❛ please don’t leave me. ❜
  
• ❛ oh, now you care? ❜
  
• ❛ don’t come any closer! ❜
  
• ❛ i missed you so much. ❜
  
• ❛ you don’t have to say anything. ❜
  
• ❛ do you want me to leave? ❜
  
• ❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜
  
• ❛ you could have died, you know. ❜
• ❛ i wish you were here. ❜
• ❛ you’re not alone. i’m staying right here. ❜
• ❛ i can be your family. ❜
  
• ❛ of course i’m here. where else would i be? ❜
  
• ❛ we just can’t seem to get it right, huh? ❜
  
• ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜
• ❛ don’t push me away again. ❜
  
• ❛ this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. ❜
  
• ❛ you’re leaving already? ❜
  
• ❛ this was a mistake. ❜
• ❛ can’t sleep? ❜

memetaped:

texting starters
send a symbol for…

• 🌻 a worried text.
• 🐰 a goofy text.
• 🦋 a loving text.  
• 🧦 a half-asleep text.
• 🌳 a happy text.
• 🍎 an apologetic text.
  
• ⚠️ a text meant for someone else.
• 🕰️ an early morning text.
• 💫 a late night text.
  
• 🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent.
• 💡 a scared text.
  
• 💀 an urgent text.
• 🥇 a supportive text.
• 🔪 a hateful text. 
• 🌊 a sad text.
• ⚡ an angry text. 
• 🚀 a goodbye text.

soulmemes:

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

i had a super SUPER productive morning and i was treating myself to the fancy shampoo (u know the shampoo u got as a gift that’s kinda expensive and v v Nice so u only use it when ur going out or have a social event going on?) and i came back to find a bunch of my mutuals reblogging the same post about hair, and i’ll be damned if i didn’t see that combination of events as some sort of sign! so here u go my dudes! another addition to the group! feel free to add “+ REVERSE” to switch the roles of this meme!

as always, DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST! i’ll add to it as time passes! and i really hope you all enjoy this one bc i had a lot of fun making it! 

• [ WASH ]:          sender begins to wash the receiver’s hair.
• [ TUG ]:          sender grabs the receiver’s hair and pulls at it. ( SPECIFY A REASON! CONTEXT IS KEY! )
• [ BRAID ]:          sender, sitting behind the receiver’s back, begins to braid their hair.
• [ SNIP ]:          having discussed the matter, the sender gives the receiver a haircut.
• [ BACK ]:          sender, noticing a strand of hair fall from the receiver’s hairdo, carefully tucks the strand back behind the receiver’s ear.
• [ BURY ]:          sender buries their hand deep in the receiver’s hair.
  
• [ BRUSH ]:          with a hairbrush, comb, or their hand, the sender begins to gently brush the receiver’s hair.
• [ GLIDE ]:          sender runs their fingers through the length of the receiver’s hair.
• [ BLOOM ]:          sender weaves a number of flowers through the receiver’s hair.
• [ STYLE ]:          sender begins to arrange the receiver’s hair into an elaborate hairstyle to an unspecified degree of success (or failure).
• [ CROWN ]:          having created a flower crown, the sender carefully places it atop the receiver’s head.
• [ INHALE ]:          while embracing or in close proximity to the receiver, the sender inhales slowly, smelling their hair in the process.
• [ TICKLE ]:          the sender uses the ends of the receiver’s hair to playfully tickle them.
• [ PLAY ]:          the sender begins to play with the receiver’s hair while the receiver lies in their lap.
• [ LAY ]:           the sender lays down in the receiver’s lap to let them play with the sender’s hair.
• [ TOUCH ]:           just for the sake of the contact, the sender reaches out and gently touches the strands of the receiver’s hair.
• [ MASSAGE ]:          with their hands buried in the receiver’s hair, the sender begins to gently massage their scalp.
• [ ROYAL ]:          as part of a coronation ceremony, the sender places a crown atop the receiver’s hair, maintaining eye contact as they do so.
• [ KISS ]:          the sender places a tender kiss on the receiver’s hair.
• [ AWAY ]:          the sender, using their fingertips, tenderly sweeps a few strands of hair out of the receiver’s face so as to see them more clearly.
• [ TOWEL ]:          the sender uses a towel to carefully dry the receiver’s hair.
• [ DRY ]:          the sender uses a hairdryer to dry the receiver’s hair.
• [ SOFTEN ]:          the sender rubs oils/conditioner into their hands, and begins to slowly massage it into the receiver’s hair.

rorygifs:

candice king in after we collided (2020) // by clicking on the source link you will find #48 gifs. all of the gifs were made by me, so do not claim them as your own or edit in any way without my permission. please, like or reblog if you find them helpful or use them.

content/trigger warnings: kissing

this simple formatting is sending meeeeeeeeeee. glad i got to be productive tonight. love, me

@bloodrmbrs ♥ a cute post for a starter

she   woke   up   taking   up   the   whole   bed   like   a   giant   x   across   the   middle  .   a   pain   shot   through   her   as   her   eyes   opened   &   the   sunlight   crashed   into   her   face   like   a   slap   .   she   jumped   up   back   slamming   into   the   headboard   .   she   groaned   as   she   covered   her   face   with   her   hands   ,   annoyed   that   she   was   even   awake   .   she   slowly   got   out   of   bed   &  crept   downstairs   where   she   immediately   screamed   and   jumped   back   .  “   what   the   hell   ,   are   you   trying   to   give   me   a   heart   attack   ?   ”   she   asked   hysterically   ,   barely   awake   or   coherent   .